I have recently been struck with a dilemma. Although my dilemma mainly focuses around My Tantalizing Greek (everything seems to these days) there is now an unexpected new character to add to the mix. (This person, known as John in my past posts, will now have a new nickname; the Gringo Gentleman) This Gringo Gentleman surprised me two evenings ago. I spent an evening out with him to celebrate his birthday, at first it was just us for a little while hanging at some bar downtown, then we drove over to another bar and his best friend met up with us. He entranced me in conversation until 1:30 am. That is the latest I have been out in my new town, I was pleasantly surprised. I really enjoyed his company, as he did mine. One thing that I have never liked and really turns me off from a person is when they are a smoker. Unfortunately, Gringo Gentleman is a smoker. I left the bar to go home and left him with his best friend. On my drive home, reflecting on how much I actually enjoyed the night, I received a text message.
“I would quit smoking in a heartbeat if I knew I actually had a chance with you.”
– Gringo Gentleman
After telling him that I shouldn’t be the reason for him to quit and that he needs to do it because it will be better for his health he came back with…
“I want to but if I can’t get a kiss cause I smoke then f*#! that shiz. I wanted to kiss you tonight… nothing crazy, just a pop to see :)”
– Gringo Gentleman
Color me flattered. We spoke as the night went on, I found my self speaking to him the next day and into that evening as well. We texted throughout the day even if we were in the same room at work. My heart still belongs to My Tantalizing Greek, but I can’t help but be intrigued by the Gringo Gentleman. I guess it is right to say that I have a dilemma. If things start to turn for the better with My Tantalizing Greek, no questions asked, I am his. If things continue the way they are, or seem to get worse, I am going to walk away. Things always seem to get complicated right before decision time comes around. Why is that? Maybe to make your decision more worth while, that way you know that the decision you made was the right one? I haven’t really figured it out yet. I am a strong believer in fate, things will turn out the way they are supposed to. I just wish I knew what that is supposed to be.
I feel like this month is going to be a LONGGGGGG month. I love to hear feedback on my writings and to know that other people enjoy reading these occurrences.
xo,
Chelsea Salem Elise